Mess

Yesterday I went to a friend's going away party. Recently she had a son (2 months) at the time when she announced her pregnancy Dennis said to me "It wont be long for us Bran, we wont have to wait much longer". It's hard for me to see her son and for us to still be at square one. To make matters worse I got my period while at their house.
Also, it was baby central at the party, pregnant friends, nursing friends, toddlers, babies etc. It's all a painful reminder of what Im missing out on and how easy it is for others to get there. 
The past 2 days Ive been super emotional, more than normal. Dennis suggested I take another pregnancy test yesterday, which I did, another negative, which I expected. 
Most days Im fine but there are days when I struggle emotionally dealing with this. 

I will call in today to book our 3rd, & final IUI. 

Dennis & I had a conversation last night about putting off IVF until September. Taking July & August to enjoy the summer, save money, and try to conceive naturally again (which wont work). 
I agree with him and Ive thought the same thing myself but I really dont want to wait any longer. We have to wait 2 months after our next round of clomid & IUI anyways and that will be hard enough. An additional 2 or 3 months isnt a big deal, but for years it's been one month after another and Im burning out.